Devour

By On July 27, 2010 · Leave a Comment · In domme/top, Erotica, fiction, L

Your body is so small and soft and smooth and milky. Like a sweet, cool dessert melting in the summer heat. I want to swallow you whole; lap and bite you all over; lick the remains off my lips, from the corner of my mouth, and slide every bit of you down my gullet.

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Jitters

By On July 22, 2010 · 5 Comments · In angst, BDSM, domme/top, L, learning, reflections, versatile/fluid

L is coming to visit tomorrow, and I’m a little scared.

I’m also immensely excited and happy, but that doesn’t mean I can’t be scared as well, right?

L & I have explored so many things together – in every respect, but I’m focusing on sexuality, here – and the more [...]

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Subspace

By On July 20, 2010 · 27 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, journal, L, sex

I have him naked, with his ass up and his face in the pillows, red stripes down his pale back where I’d scratched him, and his wrists and ankles cuffed, each wrist connected to the corresponding ankle. I’m rummaging around in my backpack for lube and a plug. When I find what I was looking [...]

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Please, Sir (Virtual Book Tour)

By On May 25, 2010 · 27 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, books, bottom/object, Erotica, fiction, pain, sex fantasy, sex toy review, spanking


If you ask me, submission is an art form. It requires dedication, focus, commitment and desire, and there’s no single way of doing it. It’s about unlocking something within yourself so you can reach beyond your normal limits, exposing your body and soul in order to go somewhere you cannot get to [...]

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Presence & Acceptance

By On May 10, 2010 · 5 Comments · In BDSM, intimacy, life, reflections, relationships, the Emperor, the Inventor

… are the two things that I want the most right now, from a lover. Or from anyone I’m close to, actually.

This post is made up of edited excerpts of an email exchange I’ve been having with the Emperor. I’m just sharing it here because I’d like to see if anyone has an [...]

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26 whacks

By On April 28, 2010 · 2 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, journal, long distance, pain, the Inventor

Today’s task:

Carry a small notebook with you. Keep notes of the following:

- times you crave contact
– times you see someone and want them
– times you think of pain
– drinks you take

For each instance of the above, you will paddle yourself once as follows:

– sit [...]

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Choke

By On April 26, 2010 · 4 Comments · In asphyxiation, BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, journal, long distance, the Inventor, wanking

Sir has been on a bit of a choking kick lately.

He’s never really mentioned choking before, but since I started subbing to him he’s brought it up quite a bit.

Today, Sir granted me two jack-off sessions. The first was while I was videochatting with him. After telling [...]

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Voice

By On April 25, 2010 · 23 Comments · In asphyxiation, BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, fiction, long distance, sex, sex fantasy, the Inventor

This post is the result of a task Sir set me yesterday. His prompt:

I want you write a story about being fucked by me. Assume your wrists will be bound, and that I will have freedom to roll you on your knees or your back. This story should be full of explicit detail, and [...]

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Pet

By On April 22, 2010 · 7 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, bottom/object, cybersex, Erotica, journal, long distance, sexual frustration, the Inventor, wanking

It’s only been about a month since me and J broke up, and already I’m back up to my old tricks.

A few days ago, I was venting to an online friend (who I will refer to from now as the Inventor) about the breakup. He consoled me, and after a while the conversation somehow [...]

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Claiming (4/4): A Postscript on Power

By On April 21, 2010 · 1 Comment · In BDSM, bottom/object, in retrospect, intimacy, reflections, relationships, sex, Sir

This is a series I started a while ago, around October 2009, but never finished. It’s kind of stale now so I don’t want to continue it. I wrote this post as a planned ending, and I’m posting it now because I think it’s important for me to say it, though I didn’t [...]

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