Rimjob

By On October 26, 2009 · 15 Comments · In anal play, Christopher, Erotica, intimacy, journal, sex, the Optimist

Not many things squick me out.

As one of my friends once said to me: I seem to have no limits. Many of the BDSM-related things I don’t want to do, I don’t want to do because I don’t know how to do them in a safe manner. Of course, I [...]

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Microfantasy Monday: Long Distance

By On March 31, 2009 · 6 Comments · In Christopher, Erotica, fiction, long distance, Microfantasy Monday, sex fantasy, wanking

Wow. It’s been a while. Coming back with a theme I like a lot though – long distance.

You’re clutching the dildo in one hand. The phone in the other. The one is slipping in and out of you, and the other is almost slipping from your grasp. You hold onto it, wedging [...]

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Goodbye

By On March 23, 2009 · 1 Comment · In Christopher, Erotica, intimacy, journal, protected posts, reflections, sex

I’m not sure what I expected ‘goodbye sex’ to be like.

I had pictured a spectacular hours-long session where we did everything we had ever wanted to do to each other… well, actually that sounds more like ‘hello sex’ after not having seen each other for months. And a few hours [...]

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Skin

By On February 8, 2009 · 6 Comments · In Christopher, F, intimacy, jealousy, reflections, sexual frustration

Sometimes sex is just an excuse.

Sometimes I see you and wish very hard that I could publicly hold your hand, kiss you on the cheek, just touch you when I feel like it. Simple, childish things. Except that I can’t because you either don’t want me to, you’re not that [...]

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Sore

By On February 5, 2009 · 4 Comments · In Christopher, Erotica, journal, sex

Imagine waking up, pulling yourself out of bed and getting ready for work. You get to work and sit at your desk. Today is just like any other day – absolutely full of the potential of being dreary and uneventful.

Then imagine brushing your arm against the arm of your swivel chair, and wincing. You [...]

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Games

By On February 1, 2009 · 5 Comments · In BDSM, blogging, Christopher, domme/top, reflections, relationships

Lately I’ve been taking a very ambivalent view towards sex.

Let me put it this way. Lately I’ve been blogging somewhat mechanically, doing MM and HNT because they are there, writing things because I can and not necessarily because that’s what I want to write. The problem is that I don’t [...]

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What you do for me

By On January 29, 2009 · 9 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, Christopher, domme/top, Erotica, journal, sex, spanking

My imagination apparently has a mind of its own… In other news, my post On Christopher: Fragments was featured on Fleshbot’s Sex blog roundup: Caged Heat a little while ago

You’re face down on my bed. I don’t have anything to tie your wrists with, but you [...]

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On Christopher: Fragments

By On January 12, 2009 · 3 Comments · In Christopher, F, K, protected posts, reflections, relationships, S

After getting back to college, I met K and Christopher within the first couple of days.

K came up to me after our class, gave me a hug, and we went and had a two-hour lunch where we talked non-stop. All our interactions were very obviously platonic – I had expected as much. While I [...]

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Aphrodisiac

By On December 31, 2008 · 1 Comment · In angst, Christopher, drunk, Erotica, journal, love, reflections, wanking

Press play.

New Year’s Eve.

Drinking since 5pm.

Alcohol count: 2 Bailey’s, 1 shot of Tequila, 2 glasses of Chardonnay, 2 Vodka-limes, 1 white russian, 1 champagne, 1 strawberry Daiquiri

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You stumble into the restroom, tilting on your silver four-inch heels, slamming drunkenly into the wall between the two cubicles. You [...]

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Microfantasy Monday: Boots

By On December 15, 2008 · 4 Comments · In BDSM, Christopher, Erotica, fashion, fiction, Microfantasy Monday, sex fantasy

He’s been looking at you all evening.

You don’t blame him. You’re utterly ravishing tonight. Short dress, black mascara, red lipstick. Hair immaculately coiffed; nails polished to a sheen.

You finish your drink; say goodbye to your friends. And then you walk towards him. The wedge heels of your knee-high boots gently tap-tap on the [...]

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