Some ruminations on roles

By On June 25, 2009 · Leave a Comment · In BDSM, bottom/object, domme/top, Erotica, Girl, journal, K, kink identity, reflections, the Emperor, the Professional, versatile/fluid

Having more experiences with different lovers, researching a bit more about BDSM on Fetlife and starting Jay Wiseman’s “SM 101″ has lead me to start thinking about my (very, very slowly) emerging BDSM identity, again. Granted, labels are only of a very basic use here; in fact I’m highly tempted to conclude that my identity [...]

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On Christopher: Fragments

By On January 12, 2009 · 3 Comments · In Christopher, F, K, protected posts, reflections, relationships, S

After getting back to college, I met K and Christopher within the first couple of days.

K came up to me after our class, gave me a hug, and we went and had a two-hour lunch where we talked non-stop. All our interactions were very obviously platonic – I had expected as much. While I [...]

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Human After All

By On December 9, 2008 · 5 Comments · In angst, Christopher, drunk, K, reflections, relationships, the Atlantean

Note: I’ll be sharing (and sometimes commenting on) blogposts that I think are hot, fascinating, relevant, or awesome here – there’s also a clip on my blog nav under my TwitterFeed ~

Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about a recent comment that Graydancer left me:

Among other things, [...]

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Taking Stock

By On November 22, 2008 · 5 Comments · In blogging, cybersex, K, reflections, S, the Emperor, the Scientist, the Wanderer

So, this past week, I had a couple of posts that I published, and then made “protected”, and then decided not to post at all. I realized that I was getting carried away. I had forgotten one of the important “rules” concerning writing/blogging that I’ve learnt during this little sexblog fiasco: exclusion. Including every single detail can [...]

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A Love-letter to No-one

By On September 30, 2008 · 4 Comments · In Christopher, drunk, K, long distance, love, reflections, sexual frustration, the Actor, the Emperor

Right now, I have a beer and three cups of Hypnotic inside me (a quality mixture of vodka, cognac, and fruit punch, according to the bottle) and I am able to be honest.

My loves – I miss you. Very, very much. I miss the way you moan and cry out; I miss the way [...]

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Coming into Queerness – Toybox

By On September 25, 2008 · 8 Comments · In drunk, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, journal, K, Queer, sex in odd places, strap on sex, transgender

Some updates: Recently, F (Phage) stumbled upon this blog, and I told Christopher about it, too. A bit relieved since now I don’t have to worry about privacy issues, since he says writing about him is okay =) Edited Adventures in Digital 1 so it’s slightly longer. Will also be internet-less until Sunday.

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Coming into Queerness – Beginnings

By On September 5, 2008 · 6 Comments · In drunk, Erotica, frat life, Gender, journal, K, Queer, queer identity, transgender

What I’m experiencing now, in the West Indies, is very different to what I experienced this summer. Summer was amazing. I drunk-rushed Zeta Mu (an extremely queer co-ed fraternity), and everything was one big roller-coaster ride after that.

My summer was the queerest and most sexually mind-boggling than the entire rest of my life put [...]

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