Jitters

By On July 22, 2010 · 5 Comments · In angst, BDSM, domme/top, L, learning, reflections, versatile/fluid

L is coming to visit tomorrow, and I’m a little scared.

I’m also immensely excited and happy, but that doesn’t mean I can’t be scared as well, right?

L & I have explored so many things together – in every respect, but I’m focusing on sexuality, here – and the more [...]

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Blood

By On January 4, 2009 · 4 Comments · In angst, drunk, love, reflections, the Emperor

During the flight, I started menstruating.

Sort of ironic, if you think about it. But the same time, I was relieved. I had been thinking about you and wasn’t sure if I was ready to see you. If I wanted to see you at all. And the blood gave me an [...]

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Aphrodisiac

By On December 31, 2008 · 1 Comment · In angst, Christopher, drunk, Erotica, journal, love, reflections, wanking

Press play.

New Year’s Eve.

Drinking since 5pm.

Alcohol count: 2 Bailey’s, 1 shot of Tequila, 2 glasses of Chardonnay, 2 Vodka-limes, 1 white russian, 1 champagne, 1 strawberry Daiquiri

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You stumble into the restroom, tilting on your silver four-inch heels, slamming drunkenly into the wall between the two cubicles. You [...]

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Sometimes

By On December 16, 2008 · 5 Comments · In angst, body image, drunk, feminism, reflections

Sometimes…

I wish I were thin.

There are times when I feel beautiful and desired – and those times are wonderful. They don’t come around very often. (But they used to not occur at all.)

But then there are times when I look at myself and all I notice is that my thighs rub against [...]

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Human After All

By On December 9, 2008 · 5 Comments · In angst, Christopher, drunk, K, reflections, relationships, the Atlantean

Note: I’ll be sharing (and sometimes commenting on) blogposts that I think are hot, fascinating, relevant, or awesome here – there’s also a clip on my blog nav under my TwitterFeed ~

Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about a recent comment that Graydancer left me:

Among other things, [...]

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My Failed Search for Intimacy

By On November 23, 2008 · 6 Comments · In angst, Christopher, intimacy, love, reflections, relationships, S

Or: Why this blog is named “Heartbreak Nymphomania”

Note: I’ve decided to give Cute-Tripmate an actual title. So from now on I’ll be referring to him as the Atlantean. Yes, like the underwater city.

So I mentioned a couple of chat-posts that I didn’t end up publishing for various reasons… but today’s post [...]

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Searching for something as yet unknown

By On October 14, 2008 · 19 Comments · In angst, love, reflections

My lovely readers – thanks very much for your kind comments! They mean a lot – and I’m glad you’re enjoying my writing.

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Press Play.

A couple of nights ago my roommate asked me:

How can you emotionally detach yourself enough to have sex like that?

Casual sex, she meant. [...]

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