Goddess (Valkyrie): 1/2

By On August 9, 2009 · Leave a Comment · In drunk, Erotica, frat life, Girl, journal, kinda sorta awk, Queer, relationships, the Emperor

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You’ve known her for more than half a year; and you’ve slept with almost everyone who you’ve seen in her immediate vicinity by now. Well, not everyone, but it feels like it. These were people who you weren’t not attracted to, but they didn’t drive you particularly crazy, [...]

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Blood

By On January 4, 2009 · 4 Comments · In angst, drunk, love, reflections, the Emperor

During the flight, I started menstruating.

Sort of ironic, if you think about it. But the same time, I was relieved. I had been thinking about you and wasn’t sure if I was ready to see you. If I wanted to see you at all. And the blood gave me an [...]

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Aphrodisiac

By On December 31, 2008 · 1 Comment · In angst, Christopher, drunk, Erotica, journal, love, reflections, wanking

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New Year’s Eve.

Drinking since 5pm.

Alcohol count: 2 Bailey’s, 1 shot of Tequila, 2 glasses of Chardonnay, 2 Vodka-limes, 1 white russian, 1 champagne, 1 strawberry Daiquiri

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You stumble into the restroom, tilting on your silver four-inch heels, slamming drunkenly into the wall between the two cubicles. You [...]

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Sometimes

By On December 16, 2008 · 5 Comments · In angst, body image, drunk, feminism, reflections

Sometimes…

I wish I were thin.

There are times when I feel beautiful and desired – and those times are wonderful. They don’t come around very often. (But they used to not occur at all.)

But then there are times when I look at myself and all I notice is that my thighs rub against [...]

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Human After All

By On December 9, 2008 · 5 Comments · In angst, Christopher, drunk, K, reflections, relationships, the Atlantean

Note: I’ll be sharing (and sometimes commenting on) blogposts that I think are hot, fascinating, relevant, or awesome here – there’s also a clip on my blog nav under my TwitterFeed ~

Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about a recent comment that Graydancer left me:

Among other things, [...]

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A Love-letter to No-one

By On September 30, 2008 · 4 Comments · In Christopher, drunk, K, long distance, love, reflections, sexual frustration, the Actor, the Emperor

Right now, I have a beer and three cups of Hypnotic inside me (a quality mixture of vodka, cognac, and fruit punch, according to the bottle) and I am able to be honest.

My loves – I miss you. Very, very much. I miss the way you moan and cry out; I miss the way [...]

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Coming into Queerness – Toybox

By On September 25, 2008 · 8 Comments · In drunk, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, journal, K, Queer, sex in odd places, strap on sex, transgender

Some updates: Recently, F (Phage) stumbled upon this blog, and I told Christopher about it, too. A bit relieved since now I don’t have to worry about privacy issues, since he says writing about him is okay =) Edited Adventures in Digital 1 so it’s slightly longer. Will also be internet-less until Sunday.

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Coming into Queerness – Beginnings

By On September 5, 2008 · 6 Comments · In drunk, Erotica, frat life, Gender, journal, K, Queer, queer identity, transgender

What I’m experiencing now, in the West Indies, is very different to what I experienced this summer. Summer was amazing. I drunk-rushed Zeta Mu (an extremely queer co-ed fraternity), and everything was one big roller-coaster ride after that.

My summer was the queerest and most sexually mind-boggling than the entire rest of my life put [...]

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