Fantasies

By On July 25, 2011 · 14 Comments · In BDSM, Friends & Lovers, genderfuck, journal, sex, sex fantasy, strap on sex

A random list of scenarios I’ve been fantasizing about lately.

Eiffel-towering a guy with another guy. Specifically: me and L co-topping another guy. Most likely I’d be pegging him while he’d be blowing L. Being fucked by somebody else while on the phone with L, describing what’s going on & letting him listen in. This is [...]

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Cunt

By On August 9, 2010 · 3 Comments · In domme/top, Erotica, Gender, journal, reflections

Not exactly up to par with the Vagina Monologues piece, but the word is just so perfect that I can’t not write an ode to it. Labels, in a sense, mean nothing, but they can also mean everything. Or anything.

This also appears to be part of a slightly grandiose and ridiculous trend [...]

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Temple

By On August 5, 2010 · 20 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, domme/top, Erotica, journal, L, sex

I’m bracing my hand on your chest, using you for leverage in all reasonable respects. Now and again my fingers ghost towards your neck; my nails dig into the muscle that slopes down from your neck to your shoulder. I’m pulling you into me; quick and shallow and then lingeringly, so slow that you can [...]

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Subspace

By On July 20, 2010 · 27 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, journal, L, sex

I have him naked, with his ass up and his face in the pillows, red stripes down his pale back where I’d scratched him, and his wrists and ankles cuffed, each wrist connected to the corresponding ankle. I’m rummaging around in my backpack for lube and a plug. When I find what I was looking [...]

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26 whacks

By On April 28, 2010 · 2 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, journal, long distance, pain, the Inventor

Today’s task:

Carry a small notebook with you. Keep notes of the following:

- times you crave contact
– times you see someone and want them
– times you think of pain
– drinks you take

For each instance of the above, you will paddle yourself once as follows:

– sit [...]

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Choke

By On April 26, 2010 · 4 Comments · In asphyxiation, BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, journal, long distance, the Inventor, wanking

Sir has been on a bit of a choking kick lately.

He’s never really mentioned choking before, but since I started subbing to him he’s brought it up quite a bit.

Today, Sir granted me two jack-off sessions. The first was while I was videochatting with him. After telling [...]

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Pet

By On April 22, 2010 · 7 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, bottom/object, cybersex, Erotica, journal, long distance, sexual frustration, the Inventor, wanking

It’s only been about a month since me and J broke up, and already I’m back up to my old tricks.

A few days ago, I was venting to an online friend (who I will refer to from now as the Inventor) about the breakup. He consoled me, and after a while the conversation somehow [...]

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Claiming (4/4): A Postscript on Power

By On April 21, 2010 · 1 Comment · In BDSM, bottom/object, in retrospect, intimacy, reflections, relationships, sex, Sir

This is a series I started a while ago, around October 2009, but never finished. It’s kind of stale now so I don’t want to continue it. I wrote this post as a planned ending, and I’m posting it now because I think it’s important for me to say it, though I didn’t [...]

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Claiming (3/4): “Go pantiless after.”

By On January 19, 2010 · 29 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, in retrospect, journal, long distance, relationships, sex, sex in odd places, Sir, wanking

I suppose I should finish what I started… wrote most of this a while ago.

These events occurred circa. October 2009. Read part 1 and part 2.

[via Maria's Photo]

Day #2, continued.

The first thing he wanted to do was make use of me [...]

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Claiming (2/4): “Assume the position.”

By On November 28, 2009 · 24 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, cybersex, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, in retrospect, journal, long distance, sex, sex fantasy, sex in odd places, Sir, spanking, wanking

These events took place circa. October 2009. Read part 1 here.

Day #2

Two days later, on a typically doleful Monday, I was at work when Sir emailed me. He was at work, too, and was having a stressful day. He asked me if I was up to helping him “relieve [...]

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