HNT: Heels and Androfemmeinity

By On February 13, 2009 · 15 Comments · In body image, fashion, femme, Gender, genderfuck, HNT, Queer, queer identity, Uncategorized

I love wearing heels.

I love how they make my legs look shapelier and I feel ten times sexier. And red heels? Twice as good. Unfortunately I can’t wear them for more than a few hours at a time because my feet get sore…

Towards the end of last term I [...]

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Microfantasy Monday: Strap-on

By On December 30, 2008 · 3 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, domme/top, Erotica, fiction, Microfantasy Monday, Queer, sex, strap on sex

More like Microfantasy Tuesday Sorry – very late on account of life getting in the way…

“Bend over the desk.”

She swallows nervously – a barely discernible movement. She moistens her red-lipsticked and now-dry lips with her tongue, turns around, and bends over.

You’ve been wanting this for a long time.

So has she.

She [...]

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“Body like a battleaxe”

By On December 26, 2008 · 17 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, cybersex, Erotica, journal, long distance, Queer, sex fantasy, the Emperor, transgender

Remember when I said that the Emperor sent me a series of hot emails that I very much wanted to post, but decided not to? Well, I think I can get around the whole consent issue by writing the imagined scenario from my point of view instead.

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Mary Anne, the beautiful somnambulist

By On December 17, 2008 · 5 Comments · In Erotica, intimacy, journal, life, Queer, sex fantasy, sex in odd places, spanking

Flash. You’re on a ferry, and he’s with you. You’re travelling to an island. You’re going behind his girlfriend’s back. You cuddle close, close to each other on the seat, hands entwined like your bodies should be. The boat lurches forwards on the waves…

Flash. You’re sharing a shower stall with her – [...]

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Identifying as Queer

By On December 14, 2008 · 11 Comments · In Gender, Queer, queer identity, reflections

Note: No HNT for a couple of weeks; the internet in my room doesn’t work and I don’t exactly want to upload questionable pictures of myself in the dorm’s public computer room But once term ends and I’m home, all should be well.

Lately I’ve noticed that I frequently use the term ‘queer’ to describe [...]

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Memories of the Emperor

By On November 8, 2008 · 3 Comments · In Erotica, intimacy, journal, Queer, relationships, sex, the Emperor

I’ve had a crush on you since practically forever. (Maybe I told you when I was drunk. I can’t remember.) But in any case, it wasn’t random when I pulled you towards me and kissed you that night.

I find it funny that your girlfriend was the one who started it all. She [...]

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Dream Girl

By On November 1, 2008 · 3 Comments · In Erotica, fiction, Gender, intimacy, Queer, sex fantasy

I’m so glad I’ve dealt with my emo bullcrap and that I actually feel like writing again. I’ll probably explain my emo-ness more in one of my next posts. I need to.

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Have you ever had a dream so good you didn’t want to wake up?

That was me this morning. I ended up [...]

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Coming into Queerness – Toybox

By On September 25, 2008 · 8 Comments · In drunk, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, journal, K, Queer, sex in odd places, strap on sex, transgender

Some updates: Recently, F (Phage) stumbled upon this blog, and I told Christopher about it, too. A bit relieved since now I don’t have to worry about privacy issues, since he says writing about him is okay =) Edited Adventures in Digital 1 so it’s slightly longer. Will also be internet-less until Sunday.

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Overgeneralization. That’s always nice.

By On September 10, 2008 · Leave a Comment · In Queer, Uncategorized

At the University club fair, again. Katy Perry’s “I kissed a girl” starts playing, and I start dancing to it. It reminds me of Zeta Mu =)

[Jamaican friend, J: *laughs* So have you kissed a girl?
[Me: *nods* *teasingly* Have you?
[Him: Yeah. ... Over a hundred.
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Coming into Queerness – Beginnings

By On September 5, 2008 · 6 Comments · In drunk, Erotica, frat life, Gender, journal, K, Queer, queer identity, transgender

What I’m experiencing now, in the West Indies, is very different to what I experienced this summer. Summer was amazing. I drunk-rushed Zeta Mu (an extremely queer co-ed fraternity), and everything was one big roller-coaster ride after that.

My summer was the queerest and most sexually mind-boggling than the entire rest of my life put [...]

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