The Wonderful World of Slashfic and Yaoi, and How it Informed my Awakening Sexuality

By On February 22, 2011 · 10 Comments · In field notes, life, porn, reflections, sex fantasy, wanking

Or: The “Porn” I consumed as a 14-year-old.

Disclaimer: I don’t profess to be an expert on this topic. As with practically everything else on this blog, it’s all drawn from my personal experience, and the examples I’m giving are in no way representative of the fandoms as a whole, since there are [...]

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Choke

By On April 26, 2010 · 4 Comments · In asphyxiation, BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, journal, long distance, the Inventor, wanking

Sir has been on a bit of a choking kick lately.

He’s never really mentioned choking before, but since I started subbing to him he’s brought it up quite a bit.

Today, Sir granted me two jack-off sessions. The first was while I was videochatting with him. After telling [...]

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Pet

By On April 22, 2010 · 7 Comments · In anal play, BDSM, bottom/object, cybersex, Erotica, journal, long distance, sexual frustration, the Inventor, wanking

It’s only been about a month since me and J broke up, and already I’m back up to my old tricks.

A few days ago, I was venting to an online friend (who I will refer to from now as the Inventor) about the breakup. He consoled me, and after a while the conversation somehow [...]

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Claiming (3/4): “Go pantiless after.”

By On January 19, 2010 · 28 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, Erotica, in retrospect, journal, long distance, relationships, sex, sex in odd places, Sir, wanking

I suppose I should finish what I started… wrote most of this a while ago.

These events occurred circa. October 2009. Read part 1 and part 2.

[via Maria's Photo]

Day #2, continued.

The first thing he wanted to do was make use of me [...]

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Review: Lovemoiselle Cecile

By On January 17, 2010 · 15 Comments · In ceramic, lovemoiselle, sex toy review, tabutoys, vibrators, wanking

The Lovemoiselle Cecile from TabuToys falls short as a vibrator, and yet I wanted to marry it after the first time I used it, and it has been my go-to toy for about a month. Cecile is a luxury toy in every sense of the word – it [...]

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Review: Tantus Curve

By On December 12, 2009 · 21 Comments · In anal play, dildos, sex, sex toy review, silicone, tabutoys, tantus, wanking

The Tantus Curve is the first Tantus dildo made with a wider base, designed for a better fit in a harness. Ever since I heard about it, I’ve been hankering to try it. Luckily for me, TabuToys sent me one to review

For those who [...]

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Claiming (2/4): “Assume the position.”

By On November 28, 2009 · 23 Comments · In BDSM, bottom/object, cybersex, Erotica, exhibitionism & voyeurism, in retrospect, journal, long distance, sex, sex fantasy, sex in odd places, Sir, spanking, wanking

These events took place circa. October 2009. Read part 1 here.

Day #2

Two days later, on a typically doleful Monday, I was at work when Sir emailed me. He was at work, too, and was having a stressful day. He asked me if I was up to helping him “relieve [...]

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Clandestine

By On July 26, 2009 · 2 Comments · In BDSM, Erotica, journal, kinda sorta awk, sex fantasy, spanking, wanking

Sometimes you wonder if you only get your best ideas while you’re jerking off.

You hadn’t showered all day, and feel filthy, so you decide to take one even though your sister and her fiance are over to visit. The water heater is working properly for the first time since you’ve been home, and you’re [...]

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Review: Tantus Feeldoe Original

By On May 19, 2009 · 19 Comments · In anal play, dildos, pinkcherry.com, sex, sex toy review, sex toys, silicone, strap on sex, tantus, the Actor, wanking

Reviewing the Tantus Feeldoe Original from Pinkcherry.com sex toys! Originally I was supposed to use it on the Actor when he came to visit me but we… didn’t manage, for one reason or another. Hence this review isn’t as complete as it could be, but I’ll post a follow up review [...]

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Microfantasy Monday: Long Distance

By On March 31, 2009 · 6 Comments · In Christopher, Erotica, fiction, long distance, Microfantasy Monday, sex fantasy, wanking

Wow. It’s been a while. Coming back with a theme I like a lot though – long distance.

You’re clutching the dildo in one hand. The phone in the other. The one is slipping in and out of you, and the other is almost slipping from your grasp. You hold onto it, wedging [...]

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